I know I haven't written a journal in a while, but it just becomes useless sometimes, you know? Sometimes I don't have anything on my mind to write about. Which isn't a bad thing. It actually can be a good thing.

But I have stuff to write about now.

I realized something this morning actually while reading a friend's journal: I enjoy when others are happy, even when I am not myself. It just makes the day a little better when I know that we all do become positive once in a while. It is nice to know that my friends can pick themselves up. It gets me more positive about myself. So thanks a lot.

Responsibility is awesome. I want more of it. I really like being able to do things myself. It makes me sad when people can't realize the greatness of having responsibilities. We should realize that the more of them we had the older we get, and the more independent we get. I don't mind having to do tons of homework and then having to go practice for the play and then do stuff at home. It makes me feel like I actually accomplish things during a day.

I wanted to say something about drama. I love to entertain people. I think it is a great way to make people happy. And I also believe that not everyone has that ability. I am grateful God gave me the ability to entertain in this way. I have been thinking why I do drama. Yes, I enjoy it. But why do I enjoy it? I found that I like to do drama because it can take someone who has to go through the trials of life all day, and make them forget. Even for a couple of hours, a person who just wants to forget and be entertained can go and do that. I just think it is awesome that me and my friends have this gift, and that we should never stop doing it. In a way, it is a form of service for me. To go against my current religion teacher who shall not be named, this is a passion of mine. And this passion is good.

I am finding a lot of interest in economics. This is one area where I never really paid any attention to. I am so glad I took that class this year. I love the class. I am learning so much, and I enjoy all of it. Isn't it great when you just find something you immediately like and you didn't even know you would like it?

I plan to write tons of political stuff in the coming months, so get ready. I am getting realling pissed at people right now. The stupidity of people is just so goddamn ridiculous. I can tell you this: if you watch Fox News, STOP WATCHING IT. They are incredibly biased, and are not innocent and reliable journalism. I have about 100 examples (no exaggeration) of their inconsistency and their lies. They are biased. Don't watch them. I don't care who you watch, whether it be CNN, MSNBC, HLN, or CNBC, or even no news at all. I would rather have people get no news that Fox News. Don't listen to these idiots. Let me give you one example. Bill O'Reilly had a news segment about the healthcare bill H.R. 3200 on his show. In it, he supposedly found a page 325 that stated the government was going to start "death panels", which would deny heathcare to all elderly people and basically kill them. First off, there is nothing in the bill about euthanasia or abortion. NOTHING. I read the bill myself. These things are public domain, you know. You can go and read the bill if you want. Secondly, page 325 talks about paying doctors to council the elderly on things like living wills, last wills and testaments, and right of attorney. Nothing even similar to "death panels". This term is stupid. Fox News is just trying to be biased and give people bad information.

There is my rant for the day.

Do you know how hard it is to not have my computer? I may sound a bit selfish, but I am a computer wired person. I got lots of stuff on my computer. When my laptop finally died a couple of days ago, I was forced to use my dad's PC. I can still get by, it is just that I had a lot of stuff on that computer. Some that was backed up, some that wasn't. I hate the life cycle of technolog.

Okay, that is enough writing. My hands are getting tired.

Bye.

Oh, and I thought I should do this for the heck of it:

THE BEATLES: ROCK BAND
9-9-09